i'm tired...

and when i'm tired i get fussy.

fussier, i should say...

i mean look- i'm not even paying attention to capitalization.

there's been quite a "design" push around here lately.

is a career in "design" as a "designer" my only hope for after graduation?

i could be screwed.

i've had this discussion with a number of different people lately.... it goes like this:

i'm not so much interested in working to better someone else's ideas, or product, or business.

at this point i'm still trying to figure out what the hell i'm doing.

can i have an apprenticeship instead of an internship?

can't i follow the people who inspire me and learn from them?

can't i stay in the place where making art is what matters?